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Immortality.

July 24, 2025 by Christina Santini in Anxiety, Addictions, Emotional Management, Faith, Self-Worth, Stress Tools, Transformation Keys, Depression, Eating Disorders, Trauma + Abuse

It’s the rush of flying down Highway 101, top down, hair caught in the wind.

It’s weaving through the Venice skatepark, refusing the rules of gravity - or adulthood.

It’s sprinting barefoot along the shoreline, salt water striking your calves like a dare.

It’s the warm sun-rays against the nape of your neck on a warm Summer day.

It’s holding an animal close to your heart and feeling its little breath on your skin. Having complete trust that you will take care of it forever. And we promise we will do so, forever. We promise - and hold tighter.

Immortality isn’t about never dying. It’s about those moments when life feels endless, when time bends, and you forget the weight of being mortal.

Somewhere along the line, adulting became the norm. Responsibility. Realism. Risk-aversion. We were told to grow up. Yet what we often call maturity is just another way of dying slowly.

Longevity gets airtime. But what’s the point of adding years if we live them medicated, disconnected, surviving instead of living? Not everything is a choice. But far more is within our control than we admit. Denial is easy. Growth is not.

Immortality - the kind we can touch - comes when we stop repressing and finally confront the shadows we’ve tried to bury. Addictions. Trauma. The lies we told ourselves to survive. What we repress festers. When we face it, and rebuild piece by jagged piece, something stronger than invincibility emerges: self-trust.

Real freedom isn’t never breaking. It’s knowing you can rise after you do.

When the nervous system learns safety again, the body stops living like life itself is a threat. That shift feels like immortality. Not endless years, but a life fully lived.

We create our own sense of immortality in a mortal world. The choice is ours. And when we choose well - we don’t just live longer. We live truer.

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We may not be immortal, but when the nervous system learns to trust safety again, our lives stop feeling like a threat to survive. That’s the real magic. It’s biochemical. It’s neurological. And it’s possible.

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July 24, 2025 /Christina Santini
Anxiety, Addictions, Emotional Management, Faith, Self-Worth, Stress Tools, Transformation Keys, Depression, Eating Disorders, Trauma + Abuse
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